this would be the firt time this year to create a post on my blog.
I got quite tired of posting things here coz it sucks and nobody even cares to read.
Im just so full of emotions that my head is throbbing with ideas of things gone past and things that may happen still.
I hate you!
I love you!
You are killing me by the silence that separates us for 10 full moons...
you of all people, I despise and at the same time admire.....
Why do I have to know all these now?
Now that I have opted to carry on with my life...
Now that my heart is happy with someone I have longed to be with for my whole existence...
Why now?
I refuse to be under your spell again...
and yet the more I look away, the more my mind wanders to the things that could have been....
Im stucked thinking of the things that went wrong...
The things I failed to do to make you mine
The things that haunts me over and over again as I lay down in bed everynight...
No, I dont care about you anymore...
You are the past and I shall not dwell on the memories of you...
You are dead
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